I'm sorry everyone.

Joined: Jul 25, 2009 Posts: 27

As the title says.. I wanted to apologize to everyone for my quick leave without a word. It was a very childish thing to do, and I shouldn't have done it.. And for that, again, I am sincerely sorry.

My leaving was brought about by RL issues mixed in with retarded bit of anger, because, as I said before, I was being a child and letting stupid crap get to me. As I know, you care very little, if any about it.. But, I was in vent at the time with a friend after I didn't get invited to the last raid of the "off time".. And I was ranting about not getting invited.. He then said "Well, come to my guild"... So, out of anger, I said "Fuck it, okay, get me an invite when I get there".. And moved along..

Explaining what I did, and why I did, I know, will not make anyone any happier... The ones that are mad at me, will stay mad.. The annoyed ones will stay annoyed.. Etc, etc.. I just wanted to tell you all this because I've felt like shit the past couple of days.. After calming down, and letting the immature shit flow right on out, it dawned on me that it was an extremely dickish move.. I don't want to get in a repetitive cycle, so I'll just go ahead and end it there.

Again, very sorry..

Post subject: I'm sorry everyone. Posted: Sun Jan 10, 2010 10:50 PM

It's funny because this was the first I've heard of this. Not saying I was ignoring or not paying attention but rather you did a pretty terribad job communicating you were/are unhappy with whatever it was. Anger and haste are really stupid things side by side and many people are in Jail for those two things...

As far as most people thought you were still on break from your fathers illness which we were very patient on. Some thought you still needed time Especially with the holidays going on.

Anyhow we have a feelings officer for a reason and I heard Notta Sad

Post subject: I'm sorry everyone. Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 04:01 AM

Any anger (as you put it) towards you is due to the feeling of betrayal. I can easily say you were a liked (and likable) person in the guild, easy to get along with and fun to hang out with. Peoples' anger is not from disliking you, but confusion and the like.

I still think you're a stand up, nice guy, but don't like that no communication was made and you took the "easy"(?) road out.

Good luck in whatever you decide to do.

Post subject: I'm sorry everyone. Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 05:28 AM

Joined: Apr 25, 2006 Posts: 149 Location: 127.0.0.1

We can learn alot from Disney films.

Take the epic direct to DVD sequal to The Little Mermaid: Little Mermaid II, Return to the sea

King Triton is posed with many circumstances where he could just lay waste to his entire backstabbing dumbass family who despite all his efforts (building a wall to separate the sea people from the land dweller) continue to disapoint him in ways that would anger Jesus himself.

First, his granddaughter betrays him and steals his shit and gives it to some distant relative of his arch nemesis from the first film.

Mind you, this was after his daughter, runs off and sleeps with some monkey from the land producing offspring that can't talk with dolphins, nor sing in a choir of mermaids conducted by a talking crab. Useless offspring all around, and a useless son in law who obviously doesn't wear the pants in the family and lets his wife and daughter get into all sorts of trouble.

All under the sea.

Anyway I'm sure if we were in Tritons shoes we'd of laid waste to our entire family, their family, the whole earth kingdom, the mother%!% seagull, the stupid dolphin, the walrus, the goth emo suicidie girl mermaid relative of his arch nemesis and finally offed ourselves in a final fiery act of grandfatherly vengence that no ammount of Duct Tape AND all the kings horses and all the kings men could put back together again.

However, as Yoda says in Star Wars : Angre leads to hate, hate leads to suffering.

See, Triton, despite all his setbacks and coral for brain people around him, knows this. Sure he's got suck all around him, but he keeps his cool and instead, helps his grandaughter destroy the wall separating humanity from from the fish people and despite his reservations looks on in despair as he waits for The Little Mermaid III: F*ck This I'm Moving to Florida comes out on netflix.

Life is full of choices when we're angry. Who knows what the right choice was for you , but stand tall knowing that you're rare in that you face it head on with with your post and don't blame it on your little brother like Gael.

Post subject: Re: I'm sorry everyone. Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 08:54 PM

Cladnin wrote:

Any anger (as you put it) towards you is due to the feeling of betrayal. I can easily say you were a liked (and likable) person in the guild, easy to get along with and fun to hang out with. Peoples' anger is not from disliking you, but confusion and the like.

I still think you're a stand up, nice guy, but don't like that no communication was made and you took the "easy"(?) road out.

Good luck in whatever you decide to do.

S'ok - a year from now he'll come back looking for forgiveness and likely get an invite back. Not unlike other people who ragequit and "betrayed" the guild, eh Clad?

Post subject: I'm sorry everyone. Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 09:03 PM

Because that never happened in EQ.

Lol.

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